Sad Moment

Today is good friday. What's a great day that i spent my day to 1Borneo to buy some stuff. That was the moment that i can relax myself. Why do my life is such messy. I already been at Sabah for 7 months but its really too early to have a partner but the unfortunately things, that he is not same as my religion. Once my parents, get to know about it they were straightly objecting me being with that side local people. But we are really falling to each other and we met in a different situation that everyone were also thinking it was so sweet but for me it's special and it is our great memories. During my 2012 birthday which is my 21st birthday and we were also spending our day together to celebrating it. We were went to Suria Sabah to watch movie and have our breakfast at Secret Receipe and with a slice of chocolate indulgence in the afternoon before we heading back. Its was great! Aww... His personality was quite quiet, kind, and gentlemen. It was my type actually and for me he quite sweet sometimes, he like to kiss my hand like treating me as a princess.. Aww.. Every time we are going out there would be some people looking of us, i think of the different of religion and the color of the skin. Beside that, in my Program activities' friends were kept asking me why do I chose him? Are you going to marry him? Are you sure? Why do they asked so? I felt why both of us like no one can have a positive thinking about us? Is it we are not actually being together or we cannot being together? Its also same as my parents thinking too. Objecting me being together with him and make me a tough choice to make of this problem. How do I can solve it? Why my parents have a such passive thinking and actually do not have to worry how people to say about us. But why I must to make such decision and are loving a person that we do really love is actually is wrong and there is no happy ending. Why? Why? Why my love story have so much of obstacles and no one was have a happy ending? Why do I just like a korean drama that the story about the main actor and actress were actually be together but because of the some obstacles and finally they have to separate. Do I have this such situation too? I'm always getting my mood down because of this. Sometimes I did got asking HIM for perception. Sometimes he did answer me, and not dare to tell him as much cause he will feel burden as me too. When this and those will be end.....