Risking

By taking risk, is not a type of a game u can win always.  It is just like u put a large amount of money to invest in a new company, that you didn't even know when it can gaining the profit and when u will be suffer from lost.It is just like me. Taking risk actually is a type of burden and it will easily bring u to the tiredness but it can be reduce if my partner will understand my situation more and try to console or comfort me and support me and lend his hand when i need his help and be ready for me always. These are what do  i  need to support me and the better place for me being shade under u. Sometimes i tired being warn and advised by my parents that not allow me to be with HIM because of some causes. I still thinking 'WHY NOT'??!! EVERYONE is not perfect and no one can claims that they are perfectly enough. Why we are not giving a chance to being together and try to build our future. If we are not belong with each other then, which means that is our fate. But how if the God had tie us together as our fate?? At least let us have a try. I will be happy and less stress. Meanwhile this what I'm thinking only and may be also a wrong perception among other people. Everyone has their own perception on handling those problem. This is my perception and opinion. Yesterday i was shocked that he suddenly explaining about how we are going to meet our future. Although it is a not a very good but i feel it very touching of it. <3 
Besides that, I feel sorry too to my parents that I'm broke their promise and I just wan a try, I would like to proof that HE is not bad and the right one. I'm sorry to u all and I would said it if I'm success to proof it. No matter how you all are still are my parents and family.