缘

yesterday i think a lot n i checked back the mails what i had sent too him..

when i checked back i found i did it wrongly..very very wrong..

n i think what i'm said effecting nw..

so after i did this step there was no step of me to going backward..

im really did a wrong stepped..hw?what i still can do?

so i think i should give it up n not too think anymore..

it is not meaningful when u no that something that u hope n wish but it does not come true at the end..

too bad it means that have no 缘 between us..

when a person do not love u,u also do not get the happiness no matter how u wish n hope n love..

juz forget him...can i??

im waiting him for almost 1year n half start frm my pre-U until the end of my school..

but we are far aparttt..