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yesterday i think a lot n i checked back the mails what i had sent too him..

when i checked back i found i did it wrongly..very very wrong..

n i think what i'm said effecting nw..

so after i did this step there was no step of me to going backward..

im really did a wrong stepped..hw?what i still can do?

so i think i should give it up n not too think anymore..

it is not meaningful when u no that something that u hope n wish but it does not come true at the end..

too bad it means that have no 缘 between us..

when a person do not love u,u also do not get the happiness no matter how u wish n hope n love..

juz forget him...can i??

im waiting him for almost 1year n half start frm my pre-U until the end of my school..

but we are far aparttt..

What should i do?

作晚我看到他上网了，当我跟着他上的时候他又offline了。他是不是怕了我会烦着他所以立刻offline。

我看到这样我很想放弃他了，但是我还爱他又舍不得，这样下去我很辛苦，很想让他知道又没有勇气告诉他。该怎么办呢？？

Our Story

This few days, i think im thinking too much abt him until i can dream of him..Oh my god!
i hope what in my dream it can come true..haha..but it juz a dream..does DREAM can COME TRUE???i dun think so..hw is my feeling nw he doesn no abt it..im not dare to say it out n we are far apart n not recognise each other too..
does i from the beginning it already is mistake??n i juz think too much abt it??does it??
but his action make me so confuse n the unforgettable memory is the eye contact..OMG it awesome that never happpen on me b4..
but i cant deny that i had a 'special feeling' on him..i hope he too that i wish much..
but.......
it mayb will b the contrast...
sometimes i emailing him but he doesn reply me once also..so does he mean....???
im juz realise when someone did this to me i will also feel the same like him..so now i juz no the real answer..
but im still will waiting 4 him..
if not i will wish 4 him..

STPM

STPM is juz around the corner n
juz left 1 month more only..
oh my god!!panic!!==
many topic i need to cover n its hard too..
i must show n prove that i can do it..
GAMBATEH!!
i hope this change my life n i hope u saw me too...