♡ my favourite foods ♡

♥ Blackberries

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haha.. yesterday i jz buy to try the taste at SG mall...vy sour.. haha

♥ Dragon Fruit

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♥ Passion Fruit

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♥ Cherry

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♥ Kiwi ♥

♥ Blueberries ♥

♥ Strawberries ♥

Finally it is over!!

Finally my STPM was over on 16 dec 2010...hoorraay!!!=)haha

finally can enjoy my holiday...now im at singapore for my holiday..but not always going out but im ok..coz almost sg places were had been gone by me....haha..sure long time ago had been changed but not all rite...its still the same...haha..its ok...

but when the on last STPM exam im was disappointed with my last exam paper which was computing paper 2 i did much mistakes in that paper, how i spent my time to come to the tuition classes with my teacher but i still did the bad mistake on the exam..hope it will not cut much marks on that n i hope my STPM results can be pass with credit n i does not hope much to passing with flying colours..hope i can do it n hope god bless me too..so i can continue my study for degree n to enter the local U or even SG U i hope can..

after my holiday was started i felt vy bored by passing the day by day without doing nothing n juz reading the novel all the day but i love the story...haha..make me so feel overwhelmed to the story with the handsome guy cover...hoho..it is awesome..hehe..

but this world had no 两全其美的事...

such as

i) does all handsome guy are really all clever?

ii) does all not handsome guy are really noob?

iii) does rich person just handsome n other than that are not??

* think too much T.T

摩羯座。。。

年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力.魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出．所有魔羯都拥有２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护，他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌，做不做就看对方是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了，这并不是在表扬，似乎用阴险可以形容，当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对，魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人，但是如果哪个人做的太过分，这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀，如果这个人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临。魔羯是个比较城府的人，他们不会表面去得罪了，但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会给自己带来多大的回报，魔羯的报复手段极其残忍，他会加倍的还给你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯）魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏，他们是天才的杀手，一切的一切从很早以前就做好计划，而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破绽的进行报复计划，也许这些和他的悲观有些联系，魔羯的人很了解世界，但他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然想抛弃自己是不可能的。 朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）　　 魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜些朋友。 　　 他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。 　　 　　感情（超级白痴）　　 魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出'我爱你'或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。 　　当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们． 　　 　　追求: 魔羯的追求是认真的，只要对方不让魔羯认为完全没有机会，魔羯就会像疯子一样的追求着，他们其实对自己非常没有信心，唯一的动力只是相信自己在爱着，为了对的起自己的感情，为了认真的去爱一回． 　　 　　被追求:　魔羯对于不喜欢的人不会给予任何机会，魔羯的人很善良，而且他们知道长痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉强接受了你，那也是出于一种同情心，但是交往没几天他们就开始内疚，他们认为怜悯的爱对追求者来说是一种伤害，他们会尽量的躲避并且对追求者很冷淡追求者尽量的让追求者开始讨厌她／他．如果追求者不理解的话，放心最长不超过一年，魔羯会很理智的告诉你别在联系了，她／他会消失的无影无纵． 　　 　　拒绝:　如果魔羯真的爱了就不会去拒绝你，永远不会． 　　 　　被拒绝:　魔羯比任何一个星座对感情都很认真，恢复伤痕的时间也很长，他们会选择消失，这样对你对他都有好处，因为他怕多看你一眼而又再次无法自拔　他怕再多看你一眼　心如刀割

我们之间。。。

我想你了，想打给你，但是我知道我不能。

我想你了，想信息你，但是我怕碍着你。

我想你了，想见见你，但是我知道不可能。

我想你了，想抱抱你，但是我知道除非在做梦。

我想你了，想你陪着我，但是我知道你很忙。

我想你了，想近近的看着你，但是我知道这只是我的空想。

我想你了，想知道你在干嘛，我只能通过FB来知道，虽然你不曾更新过你的状态。

我想你了，你...想我了吗？

♥ About HIM ♡

now everything was gone..feeling n curious were gone too..everything was gone..

he was not the one..i had been waited he to talk,replied me..but at the end it was disappointed..

maybe bcoz i 'admire' him much until i've been disgusted with him n with he did not return the same.. anyway, now i did not admire him as before..well this was a good start too..so no need to miss him much ,always curious abt him n wan to talk with him but no any reply also..haha...now i'm fell free of this..if not i think at the later time i will be crazy...huhu..good.....♥

good starting..XD

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emmm...but nw..with different==..oh gd..dun no wan to give wat respond..==!!!

STPM exam

STPM exam was juz past a week more..the exam questions some are easy, some are difficult..

i hope my results are not thats bad..im try my best to answer all the questions..nw i think is better than im taking exam in school all subjects are no one i can read n study all nw STPM exam i can try hard to finish it so i can answer well all my question however i cant answer at least i can write something is relate to the questions that i have read.. may god bless me always..i juz left 3 paper more..hope it goes smooth n hope i can answer all..=)XD

缘

yesterday i think a lot n i checked back the mails what i had sent too him..

when i checked back i found i did it wrongly..very very wrong..

n i think what i'm said effecting nw..

so after i did this step there was no step of me to going backward..

im really did a wrong stepped..hw?what i still can do?

so i think i should give it up n not too think anymore..

it is not meaningful when u no that something that u hope n wish but it does not come true at the end..

too bad it means that have no 缘 between us..

when a person do not love u,u also do not get the happiness no matter how u wish n hope n love..

juz forget him...can i??

im waiting him for almost 1year n half start frm my pre-U until the end of my school..

but we are far aparttt..

What should i do?

作晚我看到他上网了，当我跟着他上的时候他又offline了。他是不是怕了我会烦着他所以立刻offline。

我看到这样我很想放弃他了，但是我还爱他又舍不得，这样下去我很辛苦，很想让他知道又没有勇气告诉他。该怎么办呢？？

Our Story

This few days, i think im thinking too much abt him until i can dream of him..Oh my god!
i hope what in my dream it can come true..haha..but it juz a dream..does DREAM can COME TRUE???i dun think so..hw is my feeling nw he doesn no abt it..im not dare to say it out n we are far apart n not recognise each other too..
does i from the beginning it already is mistake??n i juz think too much abt it??does it??
but his action make me so confuse n the unforgettable memory is the eye contact..OMG it awesome that never happpen on me b4..
but i cant deny that i had a 'special feeling' on him..i hope he too that i wish much..
but.......
it mayb will b the contrast...
sometimes i emailing him but he doesn reply me once also..so does he mean....???
im juz realise when someone did this to me i will also feel the same like him..so now i juz no the real answer..
but im still will waiting 4 him..
if not i will wish 4 him..

STPM

STPM is juz around the corner n
juz left 1 month more only..
oh my god!!panic!!==
many topic i need to cover n its hard too..
i must show n prove that i can do it..
GAMBATEH!!
i hope this change my life n i hope u saw me too...